Here we are once again, the end of the day should be asleep yet now. Drunkeness surrounding me, i'm the only 100% sober person here. Its almost isnt fun anymore. This is when i sit alone in a room and just listen to the music and let it absorb me. Being around drunk people makes me do this, makes me really enjoy the silence. As the night unfolds so does the plot to yet another story the next morning. Maybe being sober can be a good thing...yet at the same time not. I always feel like the bad guy in the end, ruining something, but i guess that happens when You're mature