A New Year and New Beginnings

I love to look back on my old writings and see where I was back at that specific point in time. Then I look at life right now and I couldn't ask for anything better. As hard as it seems for me to believe, especially after a divorce last year, I've fallen in love. Travis is amazing. He is so perfect for me in every way. I fit perfectly into his arms and his kisses make me fall apart. I love it.

I am unable to write everything that I want to, but when I am able more will come. =-] life is nothing short of excitement and joy now =-] Until I write again, Adieu!

-M-

Today it snowed...well it started snowing December 1...its so pretty...yet I feel so alone. I am surrounded by amazing people, friends, family and lovers, yet thats not enough. Christmas doesnt mean the same since Bill and I...but what can I do? He and I are offically divorced, as of October 20th, but we are still friends. What can I do? Travis is amazing and I bet he'll change my outlook on this season...

Hmmm

Everything is a little scewed today. Autumn is in full effect and I am ready for it. I love this season it makes me happy. All the beautiful colors and the warm scents it is amazing...everything this year is turning out perfect

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Hmmm

Right now I am sitting at work, we're super slow so I am writing something in here. Everything is going awesome I couldn't ask for a better life:)

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life today

A little this and a little of that keeps the crazy lady up to bat...she is sane but really a pain she makes the men laugh. I know her smile she hides it well just to keep to herself to enjoy her sane insanity in bliss.

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A Quick Fix

Alright sooooooooooo Everything has been turned into a bit of disarray. I found out that my friends weren't ignoring me I just wasn't receiving nor able to send text messages that night. After that night everything just fell into place. The divorce is filed and everything is ready. Bill and I are friends and are able to still converse without problem, which is awesome. I'm just glad to finally be able to move on. Speaking of....I've found someone. His name is Travis. He is amazing! But thats the way all relationships start out you find the person absolutely perfect in every way and soon after things start to fall apart which is what I'm worried about. He really is awesome I like him a lot...we also have a lot in common and a lot we don't have in common too which balances us so well. I just hope that this relationship isnt me trying to move on quicker. I've already told him that I wanted to move super slow with him just for the reason of being hurt so badly before. He completely understands and is going slow just for me =-] Everything is falling into place and it makes me happy to finally be happy again!

-M

One of those days

So this weekend was going sooooooooo great, until today. Thursday I hung out with friends and watched an amazing meteor shower, Friday hung out with more friends and watched people skateboard on a freshly made mini ramp and today...well today I was suppose to go out with friends to celebrate another friends birthday...but now NONE of them will respond to my message or phone calls. This just pisses me off...I mean if you don't want to talk to me TELL me don't fucking ignore me. We're not in high school anymore people. Not one of them are responding....I don't get it....my ex husband leaves for his Annual training and people talk to me but the DAY he gets back they REFUSE to talk to me or text me or call me? What the fuck? I don't get it and I don't like .